It was hot, sweaty, and
necessary
to cook them off, said the docs,
the spots I
broiled after a salty
swim by basting my body
with baby oil for a better burn
while rotating on a sizzling spit
of land before we learned
about the ozone hole and sun-
related skin cancer, pre-SPF.
We knew so little. And
it worked.
Psoriasis abated, almost
disappeared. Epidermis
cleared enough that I endured
the boredom and sweat,
kept baking until forty
brought the first of many
basal cell carcinomas
that put a stop to being cured
like a piece of meat.
Years later I walk
hatted
and sun-blocked into a gallery,
encounter
Red Beach, and am
surprised to feel intense heat. I
remember rotating from supine to
prone and relive the feat I performed
for hours and weeks at a time
near my low-latitude home,
oblivious to the consequences,
as the doctors were
then. Do I see
a hint of Munch's Scream, his
Shriek, his Cry in the painting's
lower right? I sigh and leave
the gallery of reawakened irony,
needing something to cool and
humor me. It arrives in a recall of
the once hip Jack Kerouac ice cream
koan, glimpsed as if in the moving
'now' of a Rosetta stone.